Hiphop Journalism (hard news fit to flow...)

i am a watchful american-muslim scribe riffing on the ugly truths of disintegrating tribes...

Name: Fuad Ahmad
Location: Chicago, Illinois, United States

i straddle warring civilizations and piss a burning stream of acidic words over everything i see, this blog is not about me but about what we must become, it's about defusing boobytrapped worldviews we must soon outrun... Observe & Digest: the edge my crew is surfing is starting to coalesce: cyberspace is where our counterculture manifests: here i channel contraband truths into digital text, in order to build a communal awareness of what must come next...

1.01.2005

PULLING THE PLUG

Hip Hop Journalism will be discontinued while I construct my website and record my first profitable album. To those of you who have become regular readers, thank you for your patronage, and I hope you've found something worthwhile in the perspective I've sought to cultivate with these words. This blog began on the first day of Ramadan and came to a rather abrupt end on New Year's Eve, and although events have been anything but boring in recent weeks, I've arrived at a place where I simply have nothing good to say anymore about the state of the world. I've come to the conclusion that acting as a filter for world news requires spending an inordinate amount of time poring over the self-perpetuating evils of our sick societies, which is not a healthy personal trait for a cynical bastard like myself. Given the trends, the news is just going to get worse, and I don't want to be a delivery system for it... There are better uses for language than merely offering commentary on the pervasive idiocies of man, and I intend to pursue those uses in other media...

I will have something along the lines of a website up soon, with mp3s, writings, DJ mixes, videos, and maybe even a blog if i have time to kill...

Thank you for your time & support. Till we meet again...

yours
DhakFu

12.31.2004

2004 - America In Review

all the subtleties of what this year has come to mean
can be distilled down around one primary theme:
...the changing role of God's dogma in state & struggle...

...in retrospect it all seems so clear...
America splits along lines of what to fear
Those who refuse to believe in Evolution
will attempt to reinforce regressive institutions

the future is frightening
only if you frame your faith in order to EXCLUDE
only if you're offended by what the human body looks like nude
if you regard homosexuality as unnatural & lewd
then you might fit the profile
of America's current Red State mood...

the future is beautiful
for those of us beyond borders & above boundary lines
for those of us who laugh at the oxmoronic idea of "end times"
for those who see science as the semiotics of intelligent design
As Mark Twain once said:
"History doesn't repeat itself, but it does rhyme..."


2004...
America willfully selects to bankrupt itself
it's public elects leaders who wage clandestine class wars
its supporters praying only that these men will keep safe our shores...
As if it is possible for a country to escape its own bad credit
The public treasury is a jugular vein, & these vampires bled it
These schemers even assert they can transform militant Islam
even though our own duplicitious foreign policy bred it
fed it
fueled it
financed it
refurbished it...
...the interest on our hypocrisy compounds...
...bad national karma determines where our democracy is bound...
the dollar diminishes
the state of our economy tied to oil supplies
America's decline parallels Asia's rise...
America's decline parallels Asia's rise...

the devout pursue the scriptural circumstances for Babylon to fall
rapturous hordes rejoicing at holding governments by the balls
Jihadis & Evangelicals & their hijacked past
seeking to ensure their strangehold on spirit lasts...
but more and more higher minds begin to awake:
the very character of human consciousness is what's at stake
some beliefs are so entrenched that they don't appear to break:
America doesn't desire a President:
It wants a Texan Pope who doesn't make mistakes...
we only ever seem to learn these lessons too late
to listen to the doves who support sanctions & debate
those who prescribe violence are not capable of healing hate
those leading jaded congregations
cannot transcend the motives of degraded nation states...

This is where we are:
Most of the planet believes in a single Supreme Being
they think the Word of God is encompassed in a single Book
the rest of us think these believers got bamboozled
the devout have been suckered, they've been conned, they got took
if you think you have a foolproof contract with God
you better check the fine print
because any contract is flawed
if written in something as mortal as language
if scripted on something as fragile as a page
it is impossible to capture the DIVINE in any unchanging form
all we ever glimpse is where God is at that particular stage...

2005
I'm grateful to be alive
Grateful to serve pagan powers & communities where they thrive
If we've arrived at a point where both Church & State are Jive
We must realize Spirit's destiny is to organize more transparent hives...

12.30.2004

paradise lost (V - the perils of Aid)

TSUNAMI DEATH TOLL TOPS 118,000
The death toll from Sunday's tsunamis in Asia has jumped to over 118,000 with Indonesia reporting nearly 80,000 people killed in that country alone...
....
food for thought from "The Buddhist Conception of Immanence"
by Christmas Humphreys
from an Address to the World Congress of Faith (October 1964)

"There is no death. There is only the dissolution of the form in which some aspect or ray of the one Life has until that moment manifested. Life outlives the form and breaks it by its very power. You must realize that we die, not from want of life but from too much of it, because the form can no longer contain the one, unbreakable, eternal, timeless Life. Life breaks that form and moves on. It can no longer use that form. That form is abandoned but Life goes on, and that Life or Spirit is the manifestation of the force which the Indians call just THAT or Para-Brahman, which the Buddhist calls the Unborn, Unoriginated, Unformed; all names are useless. But in every single 'thing' there is something of this Life, or that thing would not be there. When Life passes on to its own high purposes, to create and use and finally wear out still other forms, that form can be put into the dustbin or the incinerator or the crematorium. It is finished and has had its day. But Life goes on."

.....
the Chinese symbol for "Crisis" is composed of two symbols:
"Danger" & "Opportunity"
...
AID can be DANGEROUS when administered by the wrong hands...
Example #1:
For 30 years the Indonesian military has been waging a brutal war of suppression against the people of the Aceh region, where separatists have been attempting to secede from Indonesia and create their own state. The Aceh province was the hardest hit by the tsunamis this past week, and the Indonesian military has commandeered the relief effort in the province. Given the Indonesian military's history of conducting brutal campaigns against its own people, this is highly questionable... The Indonesian army is patently guilty of extra-judicial killings, the widespread use of torture, and has been linked to the selective assassination of politicians, subversive priests, as well as professors & teachers who resisted the oppressive policies of the Suhuarto government and its successors.
For more information:
http://acehnet.tripod.com/military.htm
For information on the GENOCIDE the Indonesian military conducted in East Timor:
http://www.thirdworldtraveler.com/Asia/GenocideEastTimor_Z.html

The nature of AID requires a brief discussion
You cannot just send money without understanding the REPERCUSSIONS...
WHO ARE YOU REALLY HELPING?

Example #2:
In 1991 in Bangladesh, a cyclone killed 138,000 people.
The international relief efforts were immense and elaborate.
Assorted Bengali con men immediately descended on afflicted scenes:
hankering for free food, homes, & cash from hapless US Marines...
this is no joke:
the beggar Kings & pimps from across the nation
organized their friends and went looking for hard donations
A fresh start from sympathetic but clueless international troops
Moral of the Story:
RELIEF that actually works comes from NGO's with ROOTS...

Organizations already established in the afflicted communities
are far better equipped to navigate the local criminals
who arrive sensing lucrative opportunities
Corruption plagues any endeavor
where vast sums of money are collected:
make sure your compassion is not misdirected...

every group has an Agenda...
Pick a charity:
http://www.interaction.org/sasia/index.html#Details

I choose CARE
Cooperative for Assistance & Relief Everywhere
they know what they're doing cause they've long been there...

12.29.2004

paradise lost (IV)

Today's Numbers:

1,325 American troops dead in Iraq
2 Palestinians gunned down by Israeli tanks
3 Bombings in Riyadh staged to overthrow the Saudi government
4 Israelis indicted for selling forged biblical artifacts
....
80,000 & counting - the current asian Tsunami death toll
....
Relief workers arrive & start to take stock
everyone in sight in some kind of shellshock
a bidding war begins
built on guilt
which country gives the most?
who sends trained experts?
its tough to treat a tattered coast
that its own tempestuous tides have hurt
these agonized images will not go away anytime soon
more and more footage will fill our living rooms
portraits of dehydrated Cholera cases
doctors explaining the advent of Dengue
Malarial mosquitos breeding in stagnant pools
instant death is a mercy...
death by disease is cruel...

rotting bloated corpses floating by
the stench of decay delivers a contact high
90 degrees fahrenheit beneath heavy equatorial sun
water-born parasites spreading like drugs through slums

conscience dictates compassion
in this case, charity will soon become fashion
An SI swimsuit model sleeps sedated in a Thai hospital ward
The trendy will come out in force with the Hollywood hordes
give what you can afford
if you actually care
sometimes it takes a disaster
to remind us of what we share...


NOTE: If you're in Chicago, Bombay Beatbox is hosting a benefit concert for the Tsunami victims on January 12th @ Sonotheque, 1444 w.chicago ave. $5 cover, DJ Warp & Radiohiro will spin, all proceeds go to the relief effort. See you there.


Long Term Stories to Watch:

Castro Announces Crude Oil Discovery
AP - President Fidel Castro said a crude oil deposit has been discovered off Cuba containing up to 100 million barrels, good news for a country that imports about half the petroleum it needs. Castro said the deposit was located off the coast of Santa Cruz del Norte, east of Havana, during an exploratory drilling. He said production at the site could begin during 2006.

12.28.2004

Paradise Lost (III)

TSUNAMI DEATH TOLL TOPS 56,000
BANDA ACEH, Indonesia -- The number of dead in Indonesia has risen five-fold to 27,174, almost doubling the death toll from the massive underwater earthquake and the equally massive tsunami that followed it. The latest numbers, confirmed by the Ministry of Health in Jakarta on Wednesday, push the final toll from Sunday's catastrophe to over 56,000.
Full Story:
http://www.cnn.com/2004/WORLD/asiapcf/12/28/asia.quake/index.html

"all colors bleed to red
asleep on the ocean's bed
drifting in empty seas
for all my days remaining..."
sting

...the stories start to trickle out...

imagine your mother's hand ripped from your grasp
it all happens so fast
one minute you're running
in the next mama's gone
engulfed by her oncoming date with the beyond
imagine your little boy building castles in the sand
you watch the sea consume him on what was just dry land
imagine your lover wrenched from your grip
screaming your name as her fingers slip
imagine dangling for dear life from a utility pole
you will die if you let go: your life is your hold
one minute you're sleeping
you half-feel the room shudder
an eye cracks open;
sunlight peeks through the shutters
nothing seems wrong, so you retreat to sleep
soon you'll be just a sad statistic on a muddy heap
one minute you're in bed
recovering from a night on the town
you dream of a homecoming:
as you wake you drown...

what characterizes Drama is undeserved death
the tragically unreasonable departure of breath
when there's no discernable cause
our constructs break down
we only see the system's flaws
after its cracks have been found
exposed
those pundits on TV who say this could have been prevented
are implying that nature can somehow be circumvented
human intent only goes so far
human ingenuity only does so much
sooner or later everyone's due for a fall
why is life so important? Death comes for us all...
...again and again and again and again...
if i don't see you anymore in this world
i'll see you in the next one, my friends...

it comforts me
to think of this as a re-investment of souls:
those who have departed have now rejoined the whole
i mourn for the living
so cruelly robbed
seemingly betrayed by a whimsical God
there is no grief like unexpected grief
there is no pain like regret
the main lesson I see here is this:
i should live each moment fully
and learn to love without a net





12.27.2004

Paradise Lost (Day II)

Graphic Animation of the Sumatra Earthquake & Ensuing Tsunami:
http://staff.aist.go.jp/kenji.satake/animation.gif

...23 thousand dead...and counting...

mass grave fires on India's east coast
beachfront funeral pyres filled with Tamil ghosts
Ceylon & Burma
Somalia & Siam
Whole villages destroyed
corpses canvassing Thai sand
they say the entire island of Sumatra shifted south
three-story waves hitting multiple harbor's mouths
the footage is grainy & impossibly surreal
too dirty to be Hollywood
too concrete to be unreal
i have loved ones out there
in the vicinity of the floods
friends and friends of friends
possibly swallowed by the mud
what's scary
is how arbitrary
the way natural disasters arrive
there is no logic to who dies and who survives
every now and then the earth throws us a spitball curve:
she decides to remind mankind what its like to get SERVED
we are a feeble species standing on crumbling ground
our civilizations are slowly but surely sinking down
back from where we came
the ocean holds its claim
there are old powers we once worshipped
who've never been tamed...

...the earth convulsing...
...the Sea God's flatline starts pulsing...
i light a single candle for thousands washed away
i give thanks for the blessing of living another day

12.26.2004

Killer Tsunamis in the Indian Ocean

Killer Tsunami's
A huge underwater Earthquake
Devastation throughout the Indonesian Archipelago
Waves Falling Like Skyscrapers, Bodies Scattered like Legos
Trouble Near the Core
Our Mother Grows Irate
You Can Tell Her Every Mood
By How She Stacks Up Plates
tectonic disturbances
below the Bay of Bengal
Oceanic Resurgences
Force Communities to Fall
Washed Away Like So Much Refuse
Phuket & the Andamans
Sri Lanka & Madras
impossible to calculate
how much has been lost
Shorelines I've Frequented Swept Away
Beaches I've Burned On Suddenly Buried in Clay
Muddy Corpses
Cruddy Debris
When You Live On An Island
There's nowhere to flee
...
death
destruction
and disease
the day after Christmas
...damn...
stretches of coastline disappear
underwater twitches
along the planet's stitches
friction & fire & burning rocks
flooding & contamination
-suddenly submerged-
the waves wash away entire human flocks

.....damn.....
...11,000 dead...and that just the count so far...
full moon in cancer
a 9.0 on the Richter scale
the tides come in hard
and they don't go out